This is the worst idea I've ever had

[wearebothangry]

Bruce was used to breaking out of places with a little more....smashing then finesse, but it wasn't like he could or wanted to say no when Nat had tracked him down and told him what had happened to Clint. he couldn't not help. He had designed the Raft after all and so he was one of the few who could actually get in He was currently hacking into the prison system's computer and trying to clear the way for Cap to get to the others. "Six months of quiet," he grumbled quietly, "Clint Barton you do enjoy  driving me crazy."

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[wearebothangry]

"We'll get you pumped full of the antidote and on some nice oxygen and you'll be right as rain again," Bruce says doing his best to ease Clint to his feet. "Then you'll be Barton again and driving me up the wall."

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'You only call me barton when your angry at me...' Clint signs frowning, the drugs messing with his emotions. 'Don't be angry... the accords were wrong...' He signs before his eyes close and he luls against Bruce feet dragging... still breathing.

[wearebothangry]

"I'm angry at all of you," Bruce said keeping a lid on the urge to snap, "I'm gone for six months, six and the team falls apart and almost destroys the chance for an alliance with a very reclusive nation. Most of you have cooler heads then this. And Ross dammit should have given you time to talk things out and done more research into that camera footage. But he rushed in like he always does and let the villain actually win."

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Clint doesn't speak he's ignoring Bruce now, because the doctor is angry at him, and he's only picking up every few couple of words. He doesn't understand what he did wrong.

But he pops open his eyes as he's put on the bed, "Yeah you left me, just like everyone does." He says bitterly. "Six months not a word... so go fuck off Dr. Banner... you made it clear that you don't want me, and your making it pretty clear now..." He bites out overly loud with out his aids, before he pukes over the side of the bed, another wave of shakes passing through him.

[wearebothangry]

Bruce growls under his breath but he doesn't comment he just makes sure that Clint is comfortable and then sits down next to the bed and makes sure that he is facing Clint as he speaks. "I left with the full intention of coming back. The Hulk and I just needed to work on some things."

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"Please go away..." Clint says laying back still shaking, "You can't act all high and mighty come back and treat me like shit, the first time I see you after six months, and act like you were doing something good and noble..." Clint signs not speaks, "And for fuck sake, I am only getting ever couple of words he goes on.." Popping Bruce's hand with one of his shaking ones.

"You didn't say anything, not text no phone call, no letter, nothing... I'm not Wanda, I'm not Charles, I'm not a mind reader, everyone leaves me Bruce, you don't get to act like I was supposed to know you were gonna come back, you don't get to act like you didn't do anything wrong, like it wasn't gonna hurt me, like I should have known you where going soul searching... I would have gone with you...' He keeps signing, but he looks pale and tired.

'You hurt me... then you come back and you're just yelling at me, like I'm the one that fucked up... you didn't apologize, you didn't ask if I was okay, you just started getting angry... and calling me names.'

[wearebothangry]

"I'm not having this conversation when you are drugged out of your mind Clint," Let's let this stuff wear off and we can talk like the reasonable adults we are," Bruce says ever the peacemaker, "and again I am not mad at just you. Tony and Steve have issues too."

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Clint looks like he's about to cry but doesn't say anything he just looks away from Bruce. 'Just leave... it's what your gonna do anyway... done letting people in. Gonna do the same as soon as this shits out of me." He says looking at his puked covered prison uniform and pushes himself out of bed and nearly falls to go find something else to wear pulling the jumpsuit off, he makes it over to the supply closet before his legs go to jelly under him, and he starts cursing again and presses his back to the wall.

"Why does everyone fucking leave me..." Breathes in and out looking at Bruce finally letting just how hurt he is by all this show. "You can't even admit that you fucked up, that what you did hurt, you wont talk to me, I'm gonna fall asleep, and you're gonna be gone..."

He scrubs at his face with his hands and up into his dirty hair, god he wants a shower, and to not be drugged to the gills anymore. "I love you, Bruce... and you ripped my heart out like it was nothing, you're not acting like someone who was gonna comeback to someone they loved... you acting like I am some troubling burden... " He lays on the floor naked and just stares at the ceiling.

"I hate being drugged... jade jaws... where are my hearing aids?"

[wearebothangry]

Bruce walked over and knelt in front of Clint. "Dammit feather brain. I love you. I'm sorry I left without a goodbye, but the big guy isn't big on those." He scooted closer and wrapped his arms around his boyfriend. "Come on let me help you clean up."

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Clint hugs Bruce back 'I'm gonna have words with him...' He signs ''You could have called or wrote.."

He lets Bruce take him to the bathroom, "I love you.." He slurrs "You owe me six months of kisses and sex..."

[wearebothangry]

"I was in a internet free zone," Bruce replied, "I should have done better though and I will do better." He starts the shower making sure the water is not too hot and not too cold. "I'm sorry Clint I really am. I could have helped calm everyone down and this is partly my fault. Tony listens to me....and now it's a mess."

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"I wouldn't have wanted you here... If Ross got his hands on you..." He shakes his head a little.

"I'm mad about not even getting a I'm not dumping you I'll be back postcard..." He says sitting in the tub and letting the water from the shower fall over him head hanging. " I want to go to sleep."

[wearebothangry]

"Don't fall asleep in the tub," Bruce says, "and I'm sorry about the no card.....and about no Ross. I wasn't actually on Earth Clint. I was Thor on Asgard. It's complicated but when Ross became SOS Nat and Thor decided to find me and get me off planet until the heat died down. But when this...happened Nat realized Cap needed my help and came to get me. I didn't even let her stop talking before I agreed to help."

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"I want deets... when I'm not high and fuck and fuck them then for not telling me anything, you know what fuck everything. I'm out as soon as things stop spinning." He's angry again, "I'm gonna go back to the fucking circus." He reaches forward to shut off the water, screw getting clean.

"I need pants." He mumbles giving up on turning off the water and he just lies down in the tub looking hurt and pissed again.

[wearebothangry]

Bruce quietly reaches over to turn the water back on and he starts gently soaping Clint's body. "You can't go anywhere smelling this bad. Just let me finish this then you can go wherever you want once you are going to feel better."

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Clint nods but says as he starts to fall asleep with Bruce's hands on him, "I'll never feel better, Bruce stopped loving me... Everybody lied to me about where he was..." He says finally slipping off to sleep, or passing out from the drugs is probably more likely.

[wearebothangry]

"Oh Clint I never stopped loving you," Bruce says softly, "and from now on I'll always be here when you wake up," He keeps cleaning Clint up and carefully washed his boyfriend's hair.

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Clint is blurry as he Bruce washes his hair, "Whatever... I want to believe you... But..." He lets out a raggy breathe from the drugs.

[wearebothangry]

"I know and maybe once the drugs are flushed out of your system you will, for now just let me take care of you alright," Bruce said gently.

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"All right fine." He says breathlessly breathing becoming shallower. "Wanna go to bed.." He mumbles under the spray.

[wearebothangry]

"Almost done," Bruce says rinsing off the soap and shampoo and then hauling Clint out of the tub as gently as he can and drying him off. He managed to grab clothes along with the hearing aids and Lucky and wrestles his boyfriend into those as well. "Okay clean, dry and dressed. You want your aids in or not?"

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Clint picks up enough to know what Bruce is asking and shakes his head, "They are annoying to sleep in." He murmurs burrowing under the blankets, breathing still rough and strained and a little worrisome. "I'm angry... but don't go..."

[wearebothangry]

Bruce smiles and reaches out to gently stroke Clint's hair. "I'll stay right here and read okay. I'll be here when you wake up and then some."

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In his sleep Clint ends up with his arms around Bruce's middle and his head in the doctors lap though he is throughly passed out.

Though because of the hulk strength drugs in his system, he stops breathing when he passes out and jolts awake gasping for breath.

[wearebothangry]

Bruce puts his hand on Clint's chest. "Slow and easy Clint," he muttered, "I've got you just focus on breathing okay."